im happy becouse you are the writer . but i been sad when i knew that you mean what you write and you feel that
advice from your sister , love your life to live and thanx the god about something nice give you such as the life
when the pain coming you can remove it by the pray and spend your time in something nice,, but when you
die you will be sorry to back to the live to do something the god like it
i hope that my expression is clear ,, bacouse im not very well in english ,, but im share just to give you my opinion about your story
be fine just for your god